02-07-2014, 07:51 AM
Sorry. I know that the fiction section is usually Mpreg, but, I really wanted to write something about what happened to me tonight and I felt like this was the perfect site to turn to. :) So, feel free to judge me on my work. But please read this. Thank you.
They had rolled the windows done up front. I absolutely hated it. The sudden winter storm had rolled in mid February and the night was cold enough. My friends and I crammed in the backseat complained, but our other friends up front thought it was funny.
Guys, cuddle up to stay warm!
Why did he have to say that? I could've gone the night without torture but now the temptation was all too much. He and my other friend scooted in closer to each other and placed their heads on one another, the one on the far right; his head down away from the window. I looked at my friend next to me, resting there, trying to stay warm. With a hidden breath, I lowered my head onto his shoulder and positioned my self to stay warm.
That's when I felt it. The safety.
That moment made me forget everything. Here I was, taking in the masculine smell of my friend, his warmth transmitting over to me. Sure, I wasn't as fit as he was, I had a few months of seniority on him, and I might be the big awkward guy of the group. But he made me feel safe.
I'm both happy yet shocked to say that I wished that moment could go on forever. Just us, resting there for warmth. Nothing but the sound of the tires on the snow road and the cool wind brushing over us. The moment was only for a second, but I felt a thousand different feelings in the split second.
But then I remembered who I was to him and who he was to me. A friend. A straight friend. A friend who had his sexuality set in stone. I was a friend. A supposed straight friend. I could never ask him for his everlasting protection. Nor could I receive it in our time. The judgement from families and friends for if I were to reveal my true feelings would be overbearing.
I wish to meet the woman of my dreams one day, have children of my own and settle down, have that cliche family from those Hallmark films. But who's to say I cannot dabble in those true human feelings for one time in my life?
Ever though my friend and I will never have something together, I'll always have that moment during the storm. I'll always have that warmth.
They had rolled the windows done up front. I absolutely hated it. The sudden winter storm had rolled in mid February and the night was cold enough. My friends and I crammed in the backseat complained, but our other friends up front thought it was funny.
Guys, cuddle up to stay warm!
Why did he have to say that? I could've gone the night without torture but now the temptation was all too much. He and my other friend scooted in closer to each other and placed their heads on one another, the one on the far right; his head down away from the window. I looked at my friend next to me, resting there, trying to stay warm. With a hidden breath, I lowered my head onto his shoulder and positioned my self to stay warm.
That's when I felt it. The safety.
That moment made me forget everything. Here I was, taking in the masculine smell of my friend, his warmth transmitting over to me. Sure, I wasn't as fit as he was, I had a few months of seniority on him, and I might be the big awkward guy of the group. But he made me feel safe.
I'm both happy yet shocked to say that I wished that moment could go on forever. Just us, resting there for warmth. Nothing but the sound of the tires on the snow road and the cool wind brushing over us. The moment was only for a second, but I felt a thousand different feelings in the split second.
But then I remembered who I was to him and who he was to me. A friend. A straight friend. A friend who had his sexuality set in stone. I was a friend. A supposed straight friend. I could never ask him for his everlasting protection. Nor could I receive it in our time. The judgement from families and friends for if I were to reveal my true feelings would be overbearing.
I wish to meet the woman of my dreams one day, have children of my own and settle down, have that cliche family from those Hallmark films. But who's to say I cannot dabble in those true human feelings for one time in my life?
Ever though my friend and I will never have something together, I'll always have that moment during the storm. I'll always have that warmth.
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