[darkfanboy]

It does sometimes feel awkward revealing certain things being both conservative and a prude. For some reason though once I've become comfortable with a few groupmates and find true commonality its hard to not share. I think it stems from being able to share with friends face to face. I did make my feelings clear to my wife while we were dating and even dressed up one time with her. Its strangely therapeutic to be able to share the oddity that I am with people who might understand.