[Craddenali]

Sadly my depression stems from the loss of my son. I've done well to deal with it, but some days its to much. I've not been able to dress in years, not since my wife and I moved in witth my parents for stability. I started my own business this time last year and I'm just worried because we're going through our first slump. It has helped me deal with my stress and anxiety greatly, but has also compounded it. I lost touch with our humble little group for a while for these reasons as well. Its why I mostly troll the welcome forums. They're a happy place to meet people! Sorry for this tangent. Just can't divulge this to much to my wife because her depression is far worse than mine. Thanks.

Unfortunely I kinda know what you mean I have lost over 47 people and includeing the only person that really got to know me the most. It's hard to deal with life and like so many people have said to me I acted like Mr. Freeze from the batman comics. The sad thing is I snapped out of it cause of pro-wrestling when a wrestler who try to get me hire to WWE went off and insult the company the was willing to let him go... Stupid them he became the top guy of the company by complaining. I'm still have those moment still but not as bad as before. But their still bad