[TheKicking]

I call myself bisexual as it's easier for the non LGBTQ community to understand. However what I truly feel is that I feel love (as well as sexual attraction) for men and want the whole marriage, babies and chocolate box cottage lifestyle but whilst I do not feel that I want to have sex with women I do and have in the past feel attract ed to women in a lustful way. - Is there a label for this kind of sexuality? Coz I have been trying to figure it out...

I believe that's what people would call "bi-curious". You lean towards one way of the spectrum but you sometimes fantasize about the other, yet usually don't indulge.

You've never heard the term before? Maybe it's an American thing.

EDIT: Here; http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bi-curious

Now you have an answer, :)