[Buggy Girl]

I am a woman who loves big women.

I can't really explain WHY though, especially because -even though I don't want to date one- I find tall, lanky guys really hot.

I just think big women are beautiful. My ex from the one real relationship I had easily out-weighed me by at least fifty pounds, and I weigh over two hundred pounds myself. I thought she was gorgeous.

I've had a lot of crushes on larger women. One of my coworkers weighs more than me (we were talking about getting told to lose weight by our respective doctors and she told me that I "look good" and she'd be "happy being [my] size" and I wanted to be like "But C. you are fucking breathtaking!") and I think she is really beyond pretty.

Some women just wear it well and look good heavy. She does. My ex did. But they are also women who know how to dress to their body's advantage and that might be part of why they look good. Neither of them look fat or dumpy, because they wear clothes that accentuate rather than hide their curves.

I definitely don't condone gaining huge amounts of weight on purpose. I don't really like the idea of stuffing, because it can't be good for you. But I do find larger women to be sexy and attractive.

I think it might be like sexuality -- I don't believe any one makes choices about being gay, straight, bi, trans, pan, asexal, etc. I also don't think any one makes choices about what they find attractive -- It's just the way you're born; the way your brain is wired. Just as I didn't ake up one morning and decide "I'm going to be a lesbian", I also didn't wake up and say to myself "my, I think fat women are fuckin' beautiful."

It's just the way I am, and though I have a lot of issues with my own body, I accept that I <3 other women with more to love.