04-19-2017, 04:06 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-17-2017, 03:25 PM by DarkAurion98.)
(Sorry for the long wait. :-/ I had a mental block with our rp. Didn't know what exactly write or if it sounded good. I hope you like this, and my apologies if it is short)
Going back to work, the sad wolf had to keep his claws from coming out the whole day, watching painfully how Larry took all his stuff with him to a new room in the studio. He knew it wasn't the best time to talk though. The weight of his actions (a.k.a, a stupid fight with no sense at all), is constantly pulling him down, keeping him away from the man he sure loves now.
That's a silly thing to say don't you think? Gerard never saw himself in a situation like this, mourning for a relationship that couldn't be more distant and blurry in the first place. Despite that, he acknowledges how fast things can change. "Shit happens", as Vicky would state in a rainy afternoon, cozy with his alpha friend on a mid-vintage cafe, temple for hipsters. Well, if that hurts his feelings, he can keep Anthony's opinion: "A bright future hides behind quitting your present". .....Mmm, no. Too philosophical for his taste.
Maybe he just doesn't listen to his small pack because a sea of self-loathing is drowning him. Or maybe, just maybe, he hates their words,'cause they imply leaving Larry behind, looking for something else. Someone else.. He's not ready for that in the slightest.
Not big surprise then, that we find the musky lycan immersed in his work. Running simulations and coding like there´s no tomorrow seems to work (a bit), in leaving the pain asleep. His beta friend tries to cheer him up during lunch, offering him a nice salami/ham/chicken sandwich. Why am I being so specific with food?
The alpha hasn't chew more than two pieces of it since the fight. He almost suffocated his beta before devouring the meal with the help of a good coke, giving up to his instincts.
After that, is back to work. Back to avoiding Larry in the hallways. Back to supressing his low whinning sounds, which his ex-crush can't listen anyway. Back to.... loneliness.
When the day ends, is also back to constant sweating and joyless erections during the night.
The days pass.
Going back to work, the sad wolf had to keep his claws from coming out the whole day, watching painfully how Larry took all his stuff with him to a new room in the studio. He knew it wasn't the best time to talk though. The weight of his actions (a.k.a, a stupid fight with no sense at all), is constantly pulling him down, keeping him away from the man he sure loves now.
That's a silly thing to say don't you think? Gerard never saw himself in a situation like this, mourning for a relationship that couldn't be more distant and blurry in the first place. Despite that, he acknowledges how fast things can change. "Shit happens", as Vicky would state in a rainy afternoon, cozy with his alpha friend on a mid-vintage cafe, temple for hipsters. Well, if that hurts his feelings, he can keep Anthony's opinion: "A bright future hides behind quitting your present". .....Mmm, no. Too philosophical for his taste.
Maybe he just doesn't listen to his small pack because a sea of self-loathing is drowning him. Or maybe, just maybe, he hates their words,'cause they imply leaving Larry behind, looking for something else. Someone else.. He's not ready for that in the slightest.
Not big surprise then, that we find the musky lycan immersed in his work. Running simulations and coding like there´s no tomorrow seems to work (a bit), in leaving the pain asleep. His beta friend tries to cheer him up during lunch, offering him a nice salami/ham/chicken sandwich. Why am I being so specific with food?
The alpha hasn't chew more than two pieces of it since the fight. He almost suffocated his beta before devouring the meal with the help of a good coke, giving up to his instincts.
After that, is back to work. Back to avoiding Larry in the hallways. Back to supressing his low whinning sounds, which his ex-crush can't listen anyway. Back to.... loneliness.
When the day ends, is also back to constant sweating and joyless erections during the night.
The days pass.