08-17-2013, 05:34 AM
Its really interesting to hear all of your perspectives ^_^!
I started crossdressing when I was a child before puberty, I think just exploring, and experimenting. I found my mother's clothes drawer and later I gathered female garments because it made me happy. It was my special secret! I think I wanted to know what it was like to be a woman, but I didn't want to be a woman I think that's the difference.
Later on it became more arousing as I hit puberty, maybe because it is taboo and that was an exciting risk I don't know, however later on I realized that female clothing is actually much better designed, and shaped so much more comfortable than male clothing! And menswear all just became bland plain squares and tonal designs, or comic book character underwear which is not my style. To me it seems they are maybe trying to over-masculinise themselves because they are insecure with their identity. Or perhaps it is simply another case of the marketing department wanting to reinforce gender stereotypes which they IMPOSE upon us!
I guess I am just a rebel. Perhaps it is because the way my pineal gland functions.
I can say I am quite confident of my identity as a feminized heterosexual male, the best of both hormones!
Anyway I kind of rock the androgynous look! I've found clothing which was meant for females but I put it on and it doesn't make me look like a woman, just a very cute geeky small guy, polite and kind, not all in your face arrgh (Even though I could defend myself and my Mistress if we get into trouble, thanks to Taekwondo! Only to be used in self-defence ^_^)
I had been wearing breastforms for a while and they were really fun at first but I realized the more I wore them the less I wanted to wear them, became uncomfortable, so now I am attempting to induce lactation which is currently flooding my body with regular doses of natural oxytocin and prolactin from regular nipple stimulation at 2 hour intervals and also with help from Supple Nips. No herbs, not drugs, just touching the nipples makes them more sensitive over time. I can't wait to see how far along my chest will be in a year!
I started crossdressing when I was a child before puberty, I think just exploring, and experimenting. I found my mother's clothes drawer and later I gathered female garments because it made me happy. It was my special secret! I think I wanted to know what it was like to be a woman, but I didn't want to be a woman I think that's the difference.
Later on it became more arousing as I hit puberty, maybe because it is taboo and that was an exciting risk I don't know, however later on I realized that female clothing is actually much better designed, and shaped so much more comfortable than male clothing! And menswear all just became bland plain squares and tonal designs, or comic book character underwear which is not my style. To me it seems they are maybe trying to over-masculinise themselves because they are insecure with their identity. Or perhaps it is simply another case of the marketing department wanting to reinforce gender stereotypes which they IMPOSE upon us!
I guess I am just a rebel. Perhaps it is because the way my pineal gland functions.
I can say I am quite confident of my identity as a feminized heterosexual male, the best of both hormones!
Anyway I kind of rock the androgynous look! I've found clothing which was meant for females but I put it on and it doesn't make me look like a woman, just a very cute geeky small guy, polite and kind, not all in your face arrgh (Even though I could defend myself and my Mistress if we get into trouble, thanks to Taekwondo! Only to be used in self-defence ^_^)
I had been wearing breastforms for a while and they were really fun at first but I realized the more I wore them the less I wanted to wear them, became uncomfortable, so now I am attempting to induce lactation which is currently flooding my body with regular doses of natural oxytocin and prolactin from regular nipple stimulation at 2 hour intervals and also with help from Supple Nips. No herbs, not drugs, just touching the nipples makes them more sensitive over time. I can't wait to see how far along my chest will be in a year!