[KrocodileKrew]

So, today has been interesting. I purchased a beginner-friendly buttplug to begin my training. The first time was hard, but I'm getting better every time. It doesn't even hurt by this point. It's just... in my ass. Even as I type this. While I'm also wearing my big twinner belly and maternity pajamas. And I love it.

My only regret is that I don't have someone to share this with me. Normally I much prefer to top, but right now I really kinda want a tough, masculine guy to use the plug to dominate me in many ways, including with this plug. I want him to cuff my hands behind my back and loosen me up before shoving his cock inside me. I want him to rub my big bump and whisper how cute and sexy I look carrying his baby. I have big thick thighs and child-bearing hips, so a lot of maternity clothes fit me like a glove even though I'm a dude. Once the webcam I ordered online arrives I could probably do it too, over Skype.

I don't believe this translates to actual bisexuality, but it's definitely a visceral submissive/breeding fantasy. Seems like no one uses Skype around here anymore though. As it is, I'm just gonna keep looking into how to train my ass to accept rubber cocks. That's not going to translate into accepting actual cocks IRL but if it feels good then I'm not too embarrassed to say it.