[moony]

Eira seemed tired and that was why she was fuzzy. It hadn't been an easy birth for her either. She would hold tightly to her mother's hospital gown and lay her little head against his chest where she could hear the well known beating heart.


"I don't know... Long distance is hard and I wouldn't see her. I would only see her once a year two if I'm very hopeful. " he said with a pregnant sigh. He knew he had to go to college yet perhaps he didn't had to go out the country? "perhaps we don't have to talk this now... I was jsut very excited to star something with you. Just know... I'll stay with you and her. I want to be her dad and your partner. Almost loosing you back there I... I realized it's not just lust or the awe of your pregnant body. I... I was dead scare to not see you again or talk to you. I'm sure of my feelings and I'm sure it will do us no good if we separate "he said and looked at the baby Alex held

" you think I coudo hold her? I barely did before... "he said shyly.