11-30-2021, 05:44 PM
Carsen waited obediently for Fabian. Living as a twosome away from her husband's main ancestral home was increasingly difficult. The pregnant man was almost constantly home alone while his husband spent time in town. He was afraid. He felt fear every day. You never knew what was going to happen. Recently there have been a series of thefts and robberies. And he was pregnant.
He did not, however, broach the subject, as his mother had advised him to do so. In her letters she advised him to sit still and quiet. It was Fabian who ruled everything and had his say. He was to bear him a son and have his name, feeling privileged to be the husband of such a fine nobleman. Only he could cry silently in bed at night from the situation he found himself in. But he had to be strong for the baby.
Maybe it didn't seem like it, but he loved this baby and he was really happy. Although sex with her husband was a little uncomfortable, due to Carsen's lack of experience for the most part, it gives him life under his heart. It was something amazing. Though he persisted in it alone.
Fabian seemed to have little interest. That's why he didn't tell him about the first kicks or movements of the fetus inside him. He wants to see a result, baby. And Carsen is supposed to give birth to baby.
Having no idea what to do anymore, he put down the yarn and decided to go out on the terrace in front of the house to look for his husband. He put on his winter boots and thick coat, touching his stomach protectively. He sat down on a bench, waiting for the familiar carriage to appear on the horizon. He breathed through his nose in the meantime, feeling the toddler gently kicking him.
He did not, however, broach the subject, as his mother had advised him to do so. In her letters she advised him to sit still and quiet. It was Fabian who ruled everything and had his say. He was to bear him a son and have his name, feeling privileged to be the husband of such a fine nobleman. Only he could cry silently in bed at night from the situation he found himself in. But he had to be strong for the baby.
Maybe it didn't seem like it, but he loved this baby and he was really happy. Although sex with her husband was a little uncomfortable, due to Carsen's lack of experience for the most part, it gives him life under his heart. It was something amazing. Though he persisted in it alone.
Fabian seemed to have little interest. That's why he didn't tell him about the first kicks or movements of the fetus inside him. He wants to see a result, baby. And Carsen is supposed to give birth to baby.
Having no idea what to do anymore, he put down the yarn and decided to go out on the terrace in front of the house to look for his husband. He put on his winter boots and thick coat, touching his stomach protectively. He sat down on a bench, waiting for the familiar carriage to appear on the horizon. He breathed through his nose in the meantime, feeling the toddler gently kicking him.