[moony]

it was tantalizing and Fabian felt that rush of blood and heat, as the first time he saw Carsen undress in their wedding night. It felt improper now, since now it was not just his husband, but an expecting mother. He had shyied away whenver he had this impulses as he felt it must be sin, to desire a mother, he also didnt want to trouble Carsen in his mor sensitive and delicate state.

Yet the gown was pretty, a little semi sheer so he could see the pale or take a good idea of what the pale skin looked below it. He gulped as he saw Carsen begin to rub something on his belly that made it shine and refelct the light from the various candles that lighted the room.

"they said it was the best they had" he said glad he had chosen well and to his husbands liking the crib for their child. He wasn´t able to look away. " are you...really pleased with the crib?" yet somehow his tone suggested he was not only talking of a crib anymore. He wanted to ask if he needed help and more importantly to ask what he was doing as he hadnt seen anything like it before. Carsen was a lythe lad with a very beutiful body. He knew his parents wouldnt have problem marrying him to a Marquiss daughter, or some heiress if they had wanted to, and in that way he would be the Lord.

"Carsen...there´s something I wondered tonight as I came home, " he said not realizing he was talking as Louise almost asking permission to speak to his own husband.