12-01-2021, 06:06 PM
The child within kicked around at the sound of the known voice. The soft skin stretching around the small feet.
The night only became darker and Fabian gave up any hopes of sleeping that night. He want out to the trrrace of the master bedroom and smoked a pipe to let out the anxiousness that was eating him inside.
He felt like an utter fool. He had married out of duty and with this silly hope he would finally find companionship as he had none of that. Neither in his marriage or in society.
He was too shy to make real acquaintances.
The smoke gave him a false sense of relaxation even if he didn't really took to tobacco often. Only when he was really feeling unwell.
He wanted to get closer to his wife and be a father to the child they were waiting to be born, but he didn't knew how to do it. Today had went horribly wrong.
He could only continue to try harder yet he was scared that in trying like to he did tonight it would ruin things more.
When morning came Fabian had left the house and gone to the florist. He asked for every bucket of flowers avaibkeoto be sent to his home and once they arrived he asked the servants to fill Carsen's room with them.
The night only became darker and Fabian gave up any hopes of sleeping that night. He want out to the trrrace of the master bedroom and smoked a pipe to let out the anxiousness that was eating him inside.
He felt like an utter fool. He had married out of duty and with this silly hope he would finally find companionship as he had none of that. Neither in his marriage or in society.
He was too shy to make real acquaintances.
The smoke gave him a false sense of relaxation even if he didn't really took to tobacco often. Only when he was really feeling unwell.
He wanted to get closer to his wife and be a father to the child they were waiting to be born, but he didn't knew how to do it. Today had went horribly wrong.
He could only continue to try harder yet he was scared that in trying like to he did tonight it would ruin things more.
When morning came Fabian had left the house and gone to the florist. He asked for every bucket of flowers avaibkeoto be sent to his home and once they arrived he asked the servants to fill Carsen's room with them.