The guy was very touched when he heard those words in the mouth of his man: "Mounee ... I love you so much" because I knew that Edmond was a type of man sober and meager in words. At the end of the day, love is love. And it's not an incredibly interesting thing. It's more of a Friday night-in-front-of-the-sofa thing. It's more of a rest-around-in-trousers thing. It is an opportunity where one can be oneself completely without the fancy equipment or fun lines and another person is still chosen every time. If you are lucky enough to find that, throw the rules out the window. Throw the labels out the window. Throw any boxes or containers or restrictions out the window. Because you have something special and unique and magical. You are the only one who can make the rules for your life.
And, uncomfortable or not, that's something worth fighting for.
So, yes, I am a boy otherwise straight in love with a man. But never reduce Edmond to just be a man. Because he is more than that. He is a dominant Alda male and has a big heart. And I love him for all these reasons and many more. I love him for what he is, not what he is. We are much more than our gender. We are more of an attribute. And sometimes we have to remember that.
In every moment, we are changing and evolving and growing. In every moment, we are rebuilding our identity. We have not been defined by our decisions for two years. We have not even been defined by our decisions for two minutes. We are defined by who we choose to be at this very moment.
We will never be "discovered". Throughout our lives, we will constantly be transforming into a more authentic version of ourselves. Our preferences will change. Our passions will change. And we have to be brave enough to choose what makes the happiest in each individual moment.
When I chose to tell Edmond that I wanted him, it did not matter if he did not fit my identity. It did not matter if it did not fit my sexuality. It only mattered if he brought me love. In truth, that's all that ever really matters.
We are here only for a very short time. At every moment, we only have one real option: Will it bring me closer or further away from love?
So, tell me - I said to myself - are you going to choose love ?. Yes, I choose love with this man.
Mounee thought of all these things while Edmond lay in his lap. His son moved in his belly and began kicking ... Mounee's eyes darkened with tears. He calmed his baby with his belly and said in a low voice: "calm down, my baby, your father loves us both and will protect us from all dangers, but we have to be kind and caring with him and provide them with emotional support. "
The peak of excitement and happiness for the Beta guy was when Edmond told him that he wanted to get more involved in his life, to be truly his compatible partner, both in bedroom and in the outside world.
- Really? I thought you would bring me to this cave to keep me from the world. Oh, my love, how can you be so lovely and kind to me? - He kissed him very tenderly and said: Believe me, your Mounee will know your site at all times, will know to respect you and not cause problems. Your Mounee wants you to be the strongest, handsomest and most powerful man to everyone. Lean on me, my love, I am a strong and vital guy, let me be your complement. Tell me, why is this cave so special for you?
(Please describe the cave to me, because my imagination is so ardent that I am afraid to disperse a little. I want my Alpha to lead the action. I did not want to tell you not to disturb you but I am having more discomfort, vomiting and nausea than at three months of pregnancy)
And, uncomfortable or not, that's something worth fighting for.
So, yes, I am a boy otherwise straight in love with a man. But never reduce Edmond to just be a man. Because he is more than that. He is a dominant Alda male and has a big heart. And I love him for all these reasons and many more. I love him for what he is, not what he is. We are much more than our gender. We are more of an attribute. And sometimes we have to remember that.
In every moment, we are changing and evolving and growing. In every moment, we are rebuilding our identity. We have not been defined by our decisions for two years. We have not even been defined by our decisions for two minutes. We are defined by who we choose to be at this very moment.
We will never be "discovered". Throughout our lives, we will constantly be transforming into a more authentic version of ourselves. Our preferences will change. Our passions will change. And we have to be brave enough to choose what makes the happiest in each individual moment.
When I chose to tell Edmond that I wanted him, it did not matter if he did not fit my identity. It did not matter if it did not fit my sexuality. It only mattered if he brought me love. In truth, that's all that ever really matters.
We are here only for a very short time. At every moment, we only have one real option: Will it bring me closer or further away from love?
So, tell me - I said to myself - are you going to choose love ?. Yes, I choose love with this man.
Mounee thought of all these things while Edmond lay in his lap. His son moved in his belly and began kicking ... Mounee's eyes darkened with tears. He calmed his baby with his belly and said in a low voice: "calm down, my baby, your father loves us both and will protect us from all dangers, but we have to be kind and caring with him and provide them with emotional support. "
The peak of excitement and happiness for the Beta guy was when Edmond told him that he wanted to get more involved in his life, to be truly his compatible partner, both in bedroom and in the outside world.
- Really? I thought you would bring me to this cave to keep me from the world. Oh, my love, how can you be so lovely and kind to me? - He kissed him very tenderly and said: Believe me, your Mounee will know your site at all times, will know to respect you and not cause problems. Your Mounee wants you to be the strongest, handsomest and most powerful man to everyone. Lean on me, my love, I am a strong and vital guy, let me be your complement. Tell me, why is this cave so special for you?
(Please describe the cave to me, because my imagination is so ardent that I am afraid to disperse a little. I want my Alpha to lead the action. I did not want to tell you not to disturb you but I am having more discomfort, vomiting and nausea than at three months of pregnancy)