"Another contraction" I gasp out and I grip the bed

"Is your water gonna break soon? "

"I think so I pant I'm feeling pressure help me get up"

"Ok" i help her up

As I stand up and start to slowly make my way to the bathroom I was hit by a very strong contraction I had to stop and couldn't stop myself I grabbed onto cj and I bent my legs and bore down and pushed grunting with my effort

"Is your water gonna break? "

"I think so I need to get the the bathroom I can't stop myself pushing" I pant

"Let me know when it breaks"

I make it to the bathroom but before I can make it to the toilet I'm hit with another contraction I bend my legs more and spread them wide and push my legs are shaking "it's coming" I gasp as I feel the pressure hitting its peak

"Breathe honey. I'm gonna call 911"

"Ahhhhhhhhhh" as I give one final push and I feel it break "CJ!!!!!!!!" As I feel myself start to fall forward

"Did it break"

"Ya it hurts so much" I whimper

"Ok. Just breathe"

I try to focus on breathing "Lilly what's wrong darling?" I grit my teeth and walk over to her

"Let me get Lilly. You just keep breathing. "

"Ok" and hand Lilly to cj and watch him leave the room with her I try and give her a small bit I'm hit with a huge contraction "ahhhhhhhhhh "and I feel it move into my birth canal and the urge to push is getting so strong

"Honey you need to push"

"I'm scared" as I continue to fight the urge to push

"Do you need to push