09-10-2012, 05:41 AM
@Faunus - You sound exactly like my wife. And I've been in the same boat as you for as long as I can remember. Gender confusion sucks. I would gladly trade places with my wife in our relationship if I could. Not just because I want to bear children into my family, but because when I see a woman I'm jealous of every thing she is. I've struggled with it too and resigned myself to being male after being outed by a family member to my mother. Though it always seemed apparent my mom wanted a daughter she got me and my brothers. I don't feel diminished by my lifestyle choice but it always lingers there in the back your mind, I should have done it. And also, as long as she still was mostly hairless and largely effeminate, I could have been gay for my wife. Its odd the things we do for love.