10-15-2018, 08:32 PM
"I never said I didn't want to be a father! I said we didn't plan this. There's a difference!" Sirius balled up his fists. "And you're one to talk about accepting help. Your husband is the one who asks me for help. You were in fucking labor and didn't even want my help. I moved to this country to be with you and your family and I have to fight for any of your attention because you still blame me for not fighting back when we were thirteen! You left me by myself for years and never even tried to understand my side of what happened. You just assumed I wanted it and wasn't trying to protect you from being hurt. I'm your big brother, Silas! I let him do all of it to me so he wouldn't do it to you and yet you're the real victim because you got a few fingers in your ass."
Sirius slammed his fist on the counter. "I spent years dating assholes and people who treated me like an object because I thought I wasn't worth it. My own twin brother never cared so why would someone else. So I don't want your apartment now that you've finally decided I'm worth it again. Yes, you employ Gio and you can do whatever you want to him but I would hope you wouldn't take our problems out on him."
He sagged forward, burying his face in his hands. "Okay."
Sirius slammed his fist on the counter. "I spent years dating assholes and people who treated me like an object because I thought I wasn't worth it. My own twin brother never cared so why would someone else. So I don't want your apartment now that you've finally decided I'm worth it again. Yes, you employ Gio and you can do whatever you want to him but I would hope you wouldn't take our problems out on him."
He sagged forward, burying his face in his hands. "Okay."