12-14-2023, 01:15 AM
Sitting there seeing her talk about how anxious she was, but still showing concern for him made him feel so important to her. It was an incredible feeling. Her sitting in his lap he put his hands where he always did when they sat like this, on her soft wide hips. He rested his head against her chest, “I know Rhona, you may not feel it, but you’re the strongest person I know.” He had no idea he was a carrier, and all of this felt so intense so quick, everything was so new…
“Yeah Rhona, I want to keep it. I don’t have the heart to end someone’s life.” He saw her mouth open to say something, but he cut her off “just… lay here, with me, for a while.” She could hear the fatigue and worry in his voice. He laid down on the bed and laid against him, her head tucked into his shoulder, her soft hand in his resting against his chest, her other laying on his abdomen. Her beautiful leg lying over his. He wondered if with her hand over his abdomen she was thinking what he was thinking, of how it wouldn’t be flat like that for long. Nothing would be like it is for long. However as he thought earlier, he couldn’t change that.
He softly kissed the top of her head and closed his eyes.
“Yeah Rhona, I want to keep it. I don’t have the heart to end someone’s life.” He saw her mouth open to say something, but he cut her off “just… lay here, with me, for a while.” She could hear the fatigue and worry in his voice. He laid down on the bed and laid against him, her head tucked into his shoulder, her soft hand in his resting against his chest, her other laying on his abdomen. Her beautiful leg lying over his. He wondered if with her hand over his abdomen she was thinking what he was thinking, of how it wouldn’t be flat like that for long. Nothing would be like it is for long. However as he thought earlier, he couldn’t change that.
He softly kissed the top of her head and closed his eyes.