04-17-2019, 11:40 PM
I am in my first serious/sexual relationship. My boyfriend and I have been together for awhile now and it has increased the anxiety I have around having this kink. I feel like it is this big secret I have from him because I think it's disgusting and wrong. But I don't like denying parts of myself. I am afraid he will think I am a pervert and super strange and be less in love with me...I have mentioned other kinks to him before that I'm not interested in and he seems disgusted by them because they seem so strange to him....I know he woukd think this is super strange too. I dunno. Has anyone here ever told a sexual partner about this kink? Any advice you have for me? I would appreciate it.