The prostate is a point of pleasure for all men, no one should be embarrassed to admit it. The problem is that due to prejudice and toxic masculinity, most guys would never admit that they felt pleasure at that area. I think it's really cool that you're not letting the taboo stop you from getting your pleasure.
And it's completely normal for the dildo to have difficulties entering you, since you have never done it before. It will get easier with time. Maybe you could start with something small, like a smaller dildo or your finger, so it won't hurt that much?
Good luck.
And it's completely normal for the dildo to have difficulties entering you, since you have never done it before. It will get easier with time. Maybe you could start with something small, like a smaller dildo or your finger, so it won't hurt that much?
Good luck.