[heavilypreggo]

"And we will..we will clear all this mess and move on stronger than before." His big belly was visibly moving, I couldn't help but smile, I could only imagine how active the pups would be once they're born. I put my hand on top of his belly and felt a few kicks right against my palm. "The.....the miscarriage was also hard on me, I tried to appear strong for you but it broke me too. It made me feel like I failed you as an alpha, I couldn't take care of you and our pups well enough."

I slid down a little and rested my head on T's chest, trying to comfort myself by listening to his steady heartbeats. "Then you were seemingly suffered from depression and that day I was just trying to snap you out of it and help you overcome your depression. I'm sorry I did it the wrong way and accused you of trying to kill our pups. You must know I didn't mean it." I looked him right in the eyes to make sure he understood.

"As for the drinking part..I have no excuse for that. I was so sad you would leave our house like that and I didn't hear anything from you for days, you know how us alphas couldn't stand to be left alone by their omegas. Please don't ever leave me ever again." I couldn't care less about my pride at this moment, if I had to beg my omega not to leave me again then so be it.

"Have you booked your 5th month appointment with Quinn?"