10-11-2017, 04:18 PM
Tavian gently put our baby in my hands, he's way too small although all the body parts had developed perfectly. I couldn't stop the tears running down my face looking at his lifeless body, still warm and covered in blood. "Yeah, we can call him Theo." I kissed the top of his head softly before giving him to Quinn so she could clean him up and wrapped him in white satin.
"NONE of this was your fault." Quinn said sternly while looking deeply into T's eyes, not breaking the eye contact until Tavian nodded slowly. "Things happen, I know it sucks but there's nothing you could have done differently. Both of you did everything right, you eat healthily, exercise regularly, I swear all of them were in prime condition during our last checkup so don't even think to blame yourself."
T fell asleep shortly, the event of the day must have tired him immensely. I went deep into the forest with Quinn to bury my first son while Taira would keep an eye on T. "Bye, son..thank you for coming into our lives. I'll see you when I see you." I kissed him one last time before laying him down gently in the small hole I made.
The miscarriage affected Tavian negatively, he kept blaming himself regardless of what Quinn said. He barely talked to me and Taira, I heard him cry himself to sleep almost every night. He didn't eat properly, he didn't exercise anymore, he no longer took any orders from our neighbours. I often caught him staring blankly at nothing in particular.
One morning, he acted up and refused to eat breakfast. I was not in a mood to comfort him, I was done playing nice. "WHAT DO YOU WANT TAVIAN?! ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ALL OF OUR BABIES?" I yelled at him while slamming the table so hard I could hear the loud crack.
"NONE of this was your fault." Quinn said sternly while looking deeply into T's eyes, not breaking the eye contact until Tavian nodded slowly. "Things happen, I know it sucks but there's nothing you could have done differently. Both of you did everything right, you eat healthily, exercise regularly, I swear all of them were in prime condition during our last checkup so don't even think to blame yourself."
T fell asleep shortly, the event of the day must have tired him immensely. I went deep into the forest with Quinn to bury my first son while Taira would keep an eye on T. "Bye, son..thank you for coming into our lives. I'll see you when I see you." I kissed him one last time before laying him down gently in the small hole I made.
The miscarriage affected Tavian negatively, he kept blaming himself regardless of what Quinn said. He barely talked to me and Taira, I heard him cry himself to sleep almost every night. He didn't eat properly, he didn't exercise anymore, he no longer took any orders from our neighbours. I often caught him staring blankly at nothing in particular.
One morning, he acted up and refused to eat breakfast. I was not in a mood to comfort him, I was done playing nice. "WHAT DO YOU WANT TAVIAN?! ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ALL OF OUR BABIES?" I yelled at him while slamming the table so hard I could hear the loud crack.