10-13-2017, 07:20 AM
The sight of Tavian leaving me again sobered me up a little bit, I went to the lake and dipped my whole body into the freezing cold water to fully sober up and remove the smell of alcohol. I then went to Taira's house, she of course started yelling at me but I quickly put my hand over her mouth, "Shh!! I know I messed up, okay but I'm here to make things right and I can't do that if you wouldn't even let me see him. Please, Taira, I welcomed you to our house when I didn't trust you, I'm asking you to do the same now."
Fortunately she relented and let me in, I slowly opened the door to the guestroom in case he's sleeping, "Please leave me a-alone,Taira." He's clearly been crying and it broke my heart knowing I caused this. I said nothing instead I got in the bed and spooned him from behind, he was startled and quickly trying to turn around. His facial expression turned angry and he tried to break free but I tightened my hold around him. "Stop fighting me, I'm sorry..so sorry." He's full on sobbing so I rubbed his belly to calm him down, I'm happily surprised to find out his belly had grown even bigger and rounder.
We didn't talk that night, he cried himself to sleep so I just hugged him tightly until morning came. I watched him closely as his eyes fluttered open, "Hey, morning. Are you ready to talk?"
Fortunately she relented and let me in, I slowly opened the door to the guestroom in case he's sleeping, "Please leave me a-alone,Taira." He's clearly been crying and it broke my heart knowing I caused this. I said nothing instead I got in the bed and spooned him from behind, he was startled and quickly trying to turn around. His facial expression turned angry and he tried to break free but I tightened my hold around him. "Stop fighting me, I'm sorry..so sorry." He's full on sobbing so I rubbed his belly to calm him down, I'm happily surprised to find out his belly had grown even bigger and rounder.
We didn't talk that night, he cried himself to sleep so I just hugged him tightly until morning came. I watched him closely as his eyes fluttered open, "Hey, morning. Are you ready to talk?"