I just wanted to be alone. Taira kept on insisting that she comforts me but really I don't want anyone near me. She said that Andres must've been very sorry for what he did. I believed her; she lied. How was getting drunk showing you're sorry?
I was startled when Taira got on the bed, but the moment the familiar pair of arms embraced me. I wanted to break free. I can't, Andres was too strong, and he didn't let me go too. So what I can only do was to cry against him and pathetically hit his chest. I'm really hating him that moment.
I didn't realize that I have cried myself to sleep. And it ruined my day to see my mate that betrayed us. "You want to talk? Fine. I've tried my best to recover from all that bothered me before, and I did. I tried forgiving you for what you said, and I did. The babies reached their fifth month without their papi and I thought it was time that you and I fix things and get back together..." The pups woke up and started being active. I inhaled deeply at the discomfort before repositioning myself to a better position and rubbing my achy stomach.
"You know that I don't like you drinking. What made you think that getting drunk will make me forgive you and fix things? And i don't know how long you've been doing it. It was just messed up and it angered me because to me it felt that you really never did care." I can't help it, and I was back to crying. Andres hugged me, and I just wanted to feel his warmth and comfort so I didn't reject him.
"I love you... and our pups SO MUCH that you must understand why this hurts me dearly. Andres, I'm carrying your pups and they'll come hear next month. I just wants us to go back the way we were then before they come."
I was startled when Taira got on the bed, but the moment the familiar pair of arms embraced me. I wanted to break free. I can't, Andres was too strong, and he didn't let me go too. So what I can only do was to cry against him and pathetically hit his chest. I'm really hating him that moment.
I didn't realize that I have cried myself to sleep. And it ruined my day to see my mate that betrayed us. "You want to talk? Fine. I've tried my best to recover from all that bothered me before, and I did. I tried forgiving you for what you said, and I did. The babies reached their fifth month without their papi and I thought it was time that you and I fix things and get back together..." The pups woke up and started being active. I inhaled deeply at the discomfort before repositioning myself to a better position and rubbing my achy stomach.
"You know that I don't like you drinking. What made you think that getting drunk will make me forgive you and fix things? And i don't know how long you've been doing it. It was just messed up and it angered me because to me it felt that you really never did care." I can't help it, and I was back to crying. Andres hugged me, and I just wanted to feel his warmth and comfort so I didn't reject him.
"I love you... and our pups SO MUCH that you must understand why this hurts me dearly. Andres, I'm carrying your pups and they'll come hear next month. I just wants us to go back the way we were then before they come."