08-30-2016, 05:06 AM
Blake shrugged. "I don't know. I mean I'm twenty-two years old and this is my first kid and I don't even have a home to take it to. I can probably find place if I get another job. I've kinda been living out of my van...", he flushed as realized he'd been complaining.
"Anyhow, I'll get by there, but we'll, what if I have to give the kid up? Ya know what I mean? It wouldn't be fair to a baby to live in a van or some crummy apartment, but we'll, I kinda wanna keep it to, even though I'm scared and I'll probably be a sh*t parent like my own were. But I'll love it, him or her, whatever it is and I'll do my best and... Is that selfish of me, Caleb? To wanna keep this kid and hope maybe my life isn't so sucky with them in it?"
He wasn't sure why he was asking someone he kinda hated theses things, but then he didn't really have any other friends either, so who else could he ask.
"Anyhow, I'll get by there, but we'll, what if I have to give the kid up? Ya know what I mean? It wouldn't be fair to a baby to live in a van or some crummy apartment, but we'll, I kinda wanna keep it to, even though I'm scared and I'll probably be a sh*t parent like my own were. But I'll love it, him or her, whatever it is and I'll do my best and... Is that selfish of me, Caleb? To wanna keep this kid and hope maybe my life isn't so sucky with them in it?"
He wasn't sure why he was asking someone he kinda hated theses things, but then he didn't really have any other friends either, so who else could he ask.