09-03-2018, 02:13 AM
Silas heard Sidney sniffle, and that somehow snapped him out of his trance-like state. He shook his head and walked over to the couch, slipping in behind Sidney and wrapping his arms protectively around his boyfriend's bump "I'm not mad... Or upset... or... anything really..." Silas said quietly, hooking his chin over Sidney's shoulder.
"I'm in shock... that we're having more than one kid... I mean... Yes, I wanted to have a few... but... One at a time is what I was hoping for. Raise one, have another after he was a few years old, and repeat..." Silas kissed Sidney's neck lightly "I love you, Sid. I love our twins, too, like I said I would... I am just trying to wrap my head around this..."
"The restaurant has been incredibly busy, and you know I'm thinking of expanding to the building next door... My apartment may have four bedrooms but with two kids, two of us and that... thing you call a pet... We will soon run out of room... I love this apartment and I don't know how I would feel if we had to move into a town house or even just a regular house..." Silas rubbed his thumb over Sidney's stomach.
"It is a lot to think about, and perhaps I am over thinking things far too soon... I apologize for distancing us."
"I'm in shock... that we're having more than one kid... I mean... Yes, I wanted to have a few... but... One at a time is what I was hoping for. Raise one, have another after he was a few years old, and repeat..." Silas kissed Sidney's neck lightly "I love you, Sid. I love our twins, too, like I said I would... I am just trying to wrap my head around this..."
"The restaurant has been incredibly busy, and you know I'm thinking of expanding to the building next door... My apartment may have four bedrooms but with two kids, two of us and that... thing you call a pet... We will soon run out of room... I love this apartment and I don't know how I would feel if we had to move into a town house or even just a regular house..." Silas rubbed his thumb over Sidney's stomach.
"It is a lot to think about, and perhaps I am over thinking things far too soon... I apologize for distancing us."
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