[SilentFeather]

Koi tried his very hardest not to but whimpered, glancing around the room, (the same room he forcefully lost his innocence inside of. He quivered, yet eager at the same time, feeling as if it were his first time all over again.

As his beloved's length was slowly rubbing against him, he closed his eyes, (tightly ignored I may add) sensing the sheer painful situation as it grew upon being penrtrated from behind. " I .. I think this is a bad idea .. I .. w .. what if it hurts the baby .." Once more he stuttered, but felt his hands being pinned by his wrists and hands. "Please .. let go."

He felt each brutal flashback of "that night" in his head, instantly but trying not to regret the such decision. Something was strange feeling, he wondered if he would be let go or violated again.

As time passed he became breathless, he was having a mental breakdown in that room. He did want to be with Markus but he needed a bit of time to heal, both mentally and physically.

He was confused. Very, very confused.

He hoped that he would not be pushed away.