04-26-2018, 08:01 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-26-2018, 08:05 AM by SilentFeather.)
(Sorry, my bad. And I forgot. A lot has been on my mind.)
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I felt eager to cause you to suffer but my other emotions got in the way. I simply stayed sitting on the bed. "I will be the only doctor that you need. My mother was a nurse so I have learned about many many health concerns." I made sure not to be too rough but I was sure to be firm as if a doctor would truly be. I walked over to the first aid kit, retrieving a jar of medical creme.
"Lay down and spread your legs." I put on a glove, ordering you to lay down on the bed. I know that the abuse was my fault but I never wanted any other man or woman touching you. Not even a little bit. I was always aroused whenever you were in pain but I chose not to abuse you this day. "No one will ever touch you but me and me only."
I begin gently helping you, putting the medical creme known as vaseline on your bruised, sore and sensitive, once round asshole but it was now open like a large wound. "Consider this your one and only day of freedom." I do not express any of my emotions to you not caring about you suffering. Not at all. Not even in the very least. I looked at how severe my abuse has been on you.
As much as I wanted to express my feelings I made sure not to confess it. Not yet at least. I loved you with all of my heart but my affection was cruel toward you.
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I felt eager to cause you to suffer but my other emotions got in the way. I simply stayed sitting on the bed. "I will be the only doctor that you need. My mother was a nurse so I have learned about many many health concerns." I made sure not to be too rough but I was sure to be firm as if a doctor would truly be. I walked over to the first aid kit, retrieving a jar of medical creme.
"Lay down and spread your legs." I put on a glove, ordering you to lay down on the bed. I know that the abuse was my fault but I never wanted any other man or woman touching you. Not even a little bit. I was always aroused whenever you were in pain but I chose not to abuse you this day. "No one will ever touch you but me and me only."
I begin gently helping you, putting the medical creme known as vaseline on your bruised, sore and sensitive, once round asshole but it was now open like a large wound. "Consider this your one and only day of freedom." I do not express any of my emotions to you not caring about you suffering. Not at all. Not even in the very least. I looked at how severe my abuse has been on you.
As much as I wanted to express my feelings I made sure not to confess it. Not yet at least. I loved you with all of my heart but my affection was cruel toward you.
I, Silent Feather once thought that my life was just one long merry go round, mundane, repetitive, and just plain boresome but after meeting my beloved Nitrogen, all were changed. And as such had changed me, and when I mean that I mean for the positive, greater of a person I have become, a woman.
A full grown, bonafide Madame.
Silent Feather