11-08-2017, 12:15 PM
It all looked so strange, the bedroom that he had shared with Horus for almost a year before this happened. Everythign no longer feel the same, the warmth and coziness were gone. This had been where he caught his wife speaking with his friend. He only heard phrases, "...your husband is an idiot", "you should take care ...carrying my children", they laughed so much, looked so happy with each other, and so relaxed against each other, he was consumed with jealousy.
He had confronted his friend, and what he heard from him was enough to crush his whole being. He thought he was going to die from how much the confirmation from his friend hurt. James was desperately wantin to leave this bedroom, where all the bad memories were brought up. He had scolded his wife here, confronted him, only to get even more pained by how his wife still tried to lie in frotn of him. He couldn't breath, and he was going to just rush out of the room once he placed Horus on the bed - but his legs wouldn't move once he heard the pained moan from Horus. His heart wanted to stay for his wife so much, even though these babies weren't his, and maybe his wife never loved him, but he still could not just stand there hearing him moan, alone, in this big bedroom.
He was beyond frsutrated, his brain and his heart always telling him to do the opposite thing, and his heart always won. He stood there.... and waited for very long, but in the end he lifted Horus' legs from the floor to put them on teh bed so his wife could lay down properly.
He had confronted his friend, and what he heard from him was enough to crush his whole being. He thought he was going to die from how much the confirmation from his friend hurt. James was desperately wantin to leave this bedroom, where all the bad memories were brought up. He had scolded his wife here, confronted him, only to get even more pained by how his wife still tried to lie in frotn of him. He couldn't breath, and he was going to just rush out of the room once he placed Horus on the bed - but his legs wouldn't move once he heard the pained moan from Horus. His heart wanted to stay for his wife so much, even though these babies weren't his, and maybe his wife never loved him, but he still could not just stand there hearing him moan, alone, in this big bedroom.
He was beyond frsutrated, his brain and his heart always telling him to do the opposite thing, and his heart always won. He stood there.... and waited for very long, but in the end he lifted Horus' legs from the floor to put them on teh bed so his wife could lay down properly.
