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Josh lay down on the couch in the living room with Hayden’s help. The man gasped loudly touching his belly “Can you... Can you taking off my panties?” he asked, stretching out his hand to catch him.

[Whoknows]

Hayden hummed and pulled off Josh’s shorts and then his underwear, “can I check how dilated you are, please?”

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Josh started breathing through his nose. He nodded. “Hayden... The gloves are in the bathroom. Be gentle, please”, he fell, feeling how hot he was getting.

[Whoknows]

Hayden nodded and left to get the gloves, when he returned the gloves were already on, “ready?”, he asked.

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“I don’t know, but do it”, he gasped, pulling his lips together.

[Whoknows]

Hayden inserted his fingers into Josh’s opening and felt around for a moment, “I’d say your about 2cm dilated right now”. He removed his fingers from Josh’s body and then took off his gloves, as he stood up to chuck them away he said, “there are plenty of ways to move further on. And what method of birth do you prefer?”

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Josh was confused. Panic blocked his thinking. “I... I don’t know... And what do you advise me, Hayden?” he asked his hand uncertainly. He had no idea what to do

[Whoknows]

“Well, if you wanted you could go to the hospital or you could stay here”, Hayden began, “ and if you stayed here you could give birth anywhere; on your bed, couch, shower or bath”.

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Josh breathed restlessly and thought intensely, “You know... I’m scared because they’re triplets, but I trust you... And I want to stay here, but... I don’t know. I’m confused”, he replied, looking into his eyes.

[Whoknows]

Hayden thought for a moment, “well, if you stay here you have access to your belongings and you will probably find yourself calmer as you know what’s in your surroundings”, he explained, “you shouldn’t be so scared, I know what im doing”.

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“Thank you, Hayden... I feel better with you”, he said with a faint smile and gasped as he felt the pain in his back. He gently grabbed his hand. “And I’m sorry, I was terrible to you.”

[Whoknows]

“It’s fine”, Hayden replied, “I’m sorry I was so nasty to you aswell”. Hayden moved to sit next to Josh’s head on the couch, “is there anything you want?”

[justpush]

“Can I give birth in the garden?” he asked shyly, grabbing his hand lightly. He looked at his face

[Whoknows]

“Oh!” Hayden couldnt help but say, “I’ve never done that before but if you change your mind at any point, tell me”. He stood from the couch and offered his hand to Josh, “come on then”.

[justpush]

Josh rose blushed with Hayden’s help. But he snuggled up to him right away. “I love you... Really Hayden”, he said with tears in his eyes.

[Whoknows]

Hayden didn’t know what to do, Josh was married, right? So he simply replied, “ I- I love you too”, and wrapped his arms around Josh, cuddling him closer.

[justpush]

Josh burst into tears and kissed Hayden on the lips. He wanted to tell him everything. He had to. “Don’t let go of me... Your hands are comfortable”, he said at the beginning, breathing slowly.

[Whoknows]

Hayden sighed, “alright”, he murmured, holding Josh close, “are you having a contraction?”

[justpush]

Josh denied it by putting his head on his lover’s shoulder. He loved being there. “I am a widower. I’m sorry I lied.”

[Whoknows]

Hayden felt guilty, of course Josh would be protective of those photos, it was the last things he had of him. “I’m so sorry, baby”, he started, “and I was so nasty to you”. He began to rub his hand up and down Josh’s back, trying to bring him some comfort.