[Lovebite]

"I could have."he shook his head,"I could have, but I didn't."he thought he would lose his stomach contents as he couldn't stop thinking about what he could have done differently or not have done differently. "We could have kept tryin'. We could have did- Fuck!"he stood up suddenly, or as fast as he could as he didn't want to actually think that he could have did something about their son being back there,"I need a drink."he said with a huff, badly.