A joke gone bad (w/ dots)

[bhdire8]

(haha yea sure we could make this scene longer... i would like James to have a bit more time to be with this big belly that would soon go away as well;))

"I am so sorry love....I... that son of a b**** had ... well he didn't tell me, but.. now i realise what he said had been a lie.... it had all been a lie... and i have hurt you so much just because of that! I should have known.... i should be able to distinguish what he was saying was bullsh**... my wife would never betray me like that..." James was mattering illogical things now, he was so overwhelmed with guilt, and so ashamed with himself, he felt like there was no way for him to beg for forgiveness. How his wife still insisted he loved him just added to his guilty feeling, and he cried so hard, he couldn't see anything. He wiped his face continusoulys, wanting to see his wife' slovely face again, but the tears just kept falling and he couldn't even talk properly. He hugged him tight and kissed him over and over again. "I am here.... and I love you, i love the babies as well, i am the worst father in the world... but yes I love you... i love you more than anything..."