True love. (Closed with bhdire8.)

[SilentFeather]

Aki was confused, why was his beloved Christopher always so cruel and heartless to him. He loved him deeply but it seemed as though his such love for him was slowly fading, decaying into nothingness. He had no words to say but he did so anyway. He was saddened that his son would probably accept the such trip to tgr foreign land known as Paris France. When he was spoken to without hesitation of his excellently cooked meal of pancakes, bacon and a fresh glass of orange juice beside the plate he was close to smacking him in the face with it but he stayed calm, remaining that way all the way through the whole entire visit. He kept his composure, keeping himself from snapping like a vicious dog on a tightly coiled chain.

He took anger classes and found that he was mellow, never raising his voice or looking for a fight by meditating, praying and looking at positive vibes. "I apologize, I will make my meals more delicious for you next time." He frowned sadly as he apologized to Christopher as if he were a quiet, shy lamb.

"And thank you Nick, I try my best." He smiled at Nick, trying to dig down deep and keep his anger for Christopher hidden. He was at a crossroad, trying not to break down into tears. How could his husband who was Christopher be so cruel, he accepted feedback on some things but Christopher did not need to be so harsh. Nick, on the other hand was so sweet and kind hearted and serious but only when he needed to be. That made Aki want him even more now than ever. He would be heartbroken if Nick left but at the sane time he did not want him to be held back from new opportunities or chances.