[SilentFeather]

Aki had frowned for a long time, slowly waddling from the room Christopher was in beside his beloved Nick. He wanted so badly to hold Nick's hand but he knew that both him and his secret lover were being watched closely by the many nurses and doctors. It was so very hard to stay one foot away from each other due to their proud love.

He wanted to keep Nick holding him but the nosy nurses and doctors were staring quite hard at both Nick and Aki. He forced himself to keep walking without Nick's help.

He sighed softly, rubbing his sore belly with a hand while the other one was upon his back. He wanted to be laying naked beside Nick in the beautiful Villa, letting all their troubles simply melt away. like a large block of ice. To his comfort they had both left the hospital, walking to the car that they would then be leaving from after arriving.

When they were in the car Aki sighed in relief. He reached out and simply patted Nick's leg gently. "Nick .. are you alright?" He asked softly, noticing how much stress Nick was in. He was fearful that he would be yelled at by Nick but if he was then he would not mind. He was also in the same amount of stress as well. Life was not fair at times.

During the ride home neither of them spoke. Aki wanted to break the uncomfortable silence but he found himself unable to come up with words to speak. For the first time the two lovers were at a loss of conversations and the silence seemed to be an obstacle that had to be patiently able to overcome and conquer. Life was sometimes hard.