[bhdire8]

"the room wasn't important... but you had to apologize, you have to admit what you've done to god. God's our merciful father, he will.. he WILL forgive you and bestow his blessings on you once you've shown your repentence... this would be all fine again, all fine..." the priest was very shaken. he kept muttering while wiping the omega clean, repeating things like that, more like he needed the reassurance himself than anything else. "shh Morrison, jusst close your eyes, say a prayer in your heart, I will get you through this... yes i will. this will all be fine again..." he mumbled with more tears falling down. "why's there so much blood.." his handling of Morrison was gentle, but it was getting more and more obvious he did it compulsively, using the wiping to clear the sin he was so convinced became engraved in Morrison's soul now.

What tipped him off the edge was Morrison's quiet words. "no, YOU were dragged down with a sinner like me. it's me... had i not forced myself on you, this wouldn't happen at all. you woudln't have to defend yourself. if you weren't pregnant, they woudln't be able to hurt you in anyway. you were so strong before this, I'm the reason to weaken you..." the priest cried out loud, sinking onto the floor beside Morrison. "and had i been stronger like a true alpha, i would have fought them all off... i'm so incompetent. i'm the reason for all these... i'm the origin of all sins..." he mumbled and clutched onto Morrison's legs like he was holding the cross. "I... i'm so sorry Morrison..." he sobbed out.