[Sam260]

"You were *in love* with that-... that-... asshole! You were... so fucked in the head about him! How would I have known that you didn't want it?! You never said word one to me! You just glowed, acted like it was the *best* thing that happened to you! I left because I was tired of being ignored, being treated like *I* didn't matter!" Silas shouted back, tears of anger and pain riding down his cheeks slowly "You always treat me like I'm shit to you, Sirius. You make fun of me, you berate me, belittle me!"

Silas bit his lip hard and turned away from his twin brother "You may be older than me, by five minutes... but you are hardly a big brother, Sirius... You always treated me like I was some sickly little kid, who couldn't stand up for himself... We're the same in every way, and yet I am treated as if I am some fragile little crystal vase, that if you turn me the wrong way, I will shatter." Silas voice was soft, strained from the emotional turmoil coursing through him "I may have anxiety problems, and a little slower than you and everyone else we know... But I am not a invalid, I can still hold my own in a fight, I don't need you protecting me..."

Silas picked at his fingers and bit his lip "I never needed you to protect me, but you always did - and I hate it! hated it... because I couldn't do the same for you, you would never let me...."