02-09-2023, 11:12 AM
(How many would you be willing to have Jace give birth to?)
Guilt welled up in Matthew when he saw how distraught Jace was. He can't imagine what he'd gone through and the fact that it was done by him was something he can't stomach keeping a secret. Swallowing past the difficulty speaking, Matthew plated Jace's breakfast and set it before him, gesturing for him to eat before sitting down in front of him.
"I..." He took in a shuddering breath. "I didn't find you cause I was with you the whole time."
Looking down at his hands, he clenched them into fists and refused to meet Jace's eyes.
"I'm from a bloodline of werewolves, my parents were from two different clans and I was raised with their methods of keeping my wolf form in check. Usually, I'd have a good grasp of the time so I'd have enough time to lock myself inside the cabin to avoid hurting anyone but---"
He bit his lip.
"I was having too much fun with you that by the time you left, my transformation was already happening. The wolf side was almost taking over by the time I caught your scent and well..."
He didn't wanna say this cause Jace might take it the wrong way, he knew Jace would already hate him as it is but he has to explain it.
"I like you, always had, so when I caught your scent and the wolf figured out that I liked you, it decided that you were my mate and that well..." Looking anywhere but at Jace, Matthew hurried to speak, "it decided I was ready to start my pack with the man I fell for. I'm sorry, I really didn't want to drag you into this and even hurt you."
Guilt welled up in Matthew when he saw how distraught Jace was. He can't imagine what he'd gone through and the fact that it was done by him was something he can't stomach keeping a secret. Swallowing past the difficulty speaking, Matthew plated Jace's breakfast and set it before him, gesturing for him to eat before sitting down in front of him.
"I..." He took in a shuddering breath. "I didn't find you cause I was with you the whole time."
Looking down at his hands, he clenched them into fists and refused to meet Jace's eyes.
"I'm from a bloodline of werewolves, my parents were from two different clans and I was raised with their methods of keeping my wolf form in check. Usually, I'd have a good grasp of the time so I'd have enough time to lock myself inside the cabin to avoid hurting anyone but---"
He bit his lip.
"I was having too much fun with you that by the time you left, my transformation was already happening. The wolf side was almost taking over by the time I caught your scent and well..."
He didn't wanna say this cause Jace might take it the wrong way, he knew Jace would already hate him as it is but he has to explain it.
"I like you, always had, so when I caught your scent and the wolf figured out that I liked you, it decided that you were my mate and that well..." Looking anywhere but at Jace, Matthew hurried to speak, "it decided I was ready to start my pack with the man I fell for. I'm sorry, I really didn't want to drag you into this and even hurt you."
