01-29-2018, 05:12 PM
(i hope i wouldn't sound too squirmish... but i/my characters only top?)
Nick wanted to linger into the kiss, to continue hold his stepfather and wipe away his tears - this had been the first time he saw him cry, and he just wanted to hold him close and let him know everything's alright, each seeking comfort and warmth from each other in this huge but cold house. Though wha'ts to come would come. He had no other choice but to let him go after the handshaek, the maid's eyes never really leaving them.
He started with his packing. It was just 6 months... but he just couldn't shake off the feeling that to leave at this moment was a very bad idea. They had just confessed their feelings, they had crossed the line of taboo, now that they were brave enough to ponder into their feelings, he had to leave and brought an abrupt end tot his... he wanted - needed tim to establish this bonding, yet he was ripped of the chance. He wouldn't know that an even tighter bond had been built through their merged seeds that's developing in Aki right now.
Nick took the last thing into the bag, taking as little thing as possible. It was very late at night now, almost 3am, and finally he took a pen to start writing. He knew his father wouldn't bother entering his room, so all he need to do was leaving a note for his beloved in some place that surely the maids wouldn't touch. he wroe a long letter, then stopped and rewrote.
He didn't catch much sleep when the maid again knocked on the door informing him it's time. He came out in the hope of seeing Aki again, and hopefully him alone so they could have a final moment just to themselves. He would remember his face by heart so that during these months overseas, he could still relive the moemnts they had together.
Nick wanted to linger into the kiss, to continue hold his stepfather and wipe away his tears - this had been the first time he saw him cry, and he just wanted to hold him close and let him know everything's alright, each seeking comfort and warmth from each other in this huge but cold house. Though wha'ts to come would come. He had no other choice but to let him go after the handshaek, the maid's eyes never really leaving them.
He started with his packing. It was just 6 months... but he just couldn't shake off the feeling that to leave at this moment was a very bad idea. They had just confessed their feelings, they had crossed the line of taboo, now that they were brave enough to ponder into their feelings, he had to leave and brought an abrupt end tot his... he wanted - needed tim to establish this bonding, yet he was ripped of the chance. He wouldn't know that an even tighter bond had been built through their merged seeds that's developing in Aki right now.
Nick took the last thing into the bag, taking as little thing as possible. It was very late at night now, almost 3am, and finally he took a pen to start writing. He knew his father wouldn't bother entering his room, so all he need to do was leaving a note for his beloved in some place that surely the maids wouldn't touch. he wroe a long letter, then stopped and rewrote.
He didn't catch much sleep when the maid again knocked on the door informing him it's time. He came out in the hope of seeing Aki again, and hopefully him alone so they could have a final moment just to themselves. He would remember his face by heart so that during these months overseas, he could still relive the moemnts they had together.