06-10-2018, 05:58 PM
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They walked out of the room with a melancholy one would have expected from the family of such patient. They kept a one feet distance from each other. Nick couldnt really look at Aki, or he would be overwhelmed with the desire to help him. Aki was walking with great difficulty, the belly and his stiff back from all the sitting of that day wasnt helping at all. Nick wished desperately that he could hold him, but with all the eyes on them, his hands were tied.
They moved on quietly. The hospital was busy, and the pair alerted no one until some nurses and medics were rushing someone on a wheelchair along the corridor, towards their way. Nick's first reaction was to grab Aki's hand and dragged him towards him, and immediately a particularly observant nurse shot them a strange look because, instinctively, Nick had grabbed Aki on his waist as well, whivh put them at a rather intimate position.
Nick bit his lips and had to let Aki go, separating them again. This was not working towards calming his insecurities. Only the first day back to reality, Nick waa already feeling the pressure of all the looks and scrutinies the society placed on the forbidden relationship between them. The psychological pressure was over the roof.
Nick kept silent through the way they drove home. He couldnt find an outlet for all his frustration. His heart was screaming at him to.protect and take care of Aki like before, but his rational mind.told him he could not do that, or he risked exposing themsleves. All these conflicting emotions were making his mood very bad.
They walked out of the room with a melancholy one would have expected from the family of such patient. They kept a one feet distance from each other. Nick couldnt really look at Aki, or he would be overwhelmed with the desire to help him. Aki was walking with great difficulty, the belly and his stiff back from all the sitting of that day wasnt helping at all. Nick wished desperately that he could hold him, but with all the eyes on them, his hands were tied.
They moved on quietly. The hospital was busy, and the pair alerted no one until some nurses and medics were rushing someone on a wheelchair along the corridor, towards their way. Nick's first reaction was to grab Aki's hand and dragged him towards him, and immediately a particularly observant nurse shot them a strange look because, instinctively, Nick had grabbed Aki on his waist as well, whivh put them at a rather intimate position.
Nick bit his lips and had to let Aki go, separating them again. This was not working towards calming his insecurities. Only the first day back to reality, Nick waa already feeling the pressure of all the looks and scrutinies the society placed on the forbidden relationship between them. The psychological pressure was over the roof.
Nick kept silent through the way they drove home. He couldnt find an outlet for all his frustration. His heart was screaming at him to.protect and take care of Aki like before, but his rational mind.told him he could not do that, or he risked exposing themsleves. All these conflicting emotions were making his mood very bad.