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I can't believe I'm actually doing this, Meyer thought to himself as Ezekiel took his hand and guided him to the bedroom. The room looked wonderful, but Meyer didn't have the focus or time to really appreciate it, for a pair of lips touched his in the next few seconds. His eyes widened, but he relaxed himself. He had agreed to this, and so far Ezekiel seemed to be gentle with him, so he shouldn't act so uptight about it.

Meyer had no idea what to expect, though. He had done some light fooling around with women before, but it never went all the way. The young man also wasn't sure how to be on a receiving end. It almost felt wrong, like it wasn't something he was supposed to do, something he shouldn't let another man do to him so willingly.

But there he was, letting Ezekiel strip away his clothing piece by piece. Reassurances were whispered into his ear, followed by light nips and licks.
Meyer's face flushed at the foreignness of it all. Surprisingly, it felt… good.

He focused on that feeling, his face a warm pink, and felt Ezekiel take off his clothes until he he stood naked in front of his husband-to-be, being stared it with hungry eyes. A kind of embarrassment welled up inside him and made Meyer have to stare at something else, anything else. All these conflicting emotions had him feeling completely helpless, at the mercy of the man before him.