09-06-2018, 04:30 PM
Aryin nodded and put the pregnancy test aside, he didn't think he could look at it anymore... Not without feeling like he was going to vomit some more - which, at this point, seemed a very likely possibility that he would anyway as his stomach started turning once again at full-speed.
"I... I am a man, yes... It's uh..." Aryin rubbed his hand over his neck and sighed "I have a genetic malformation... That has enabled me to get pregnant..." there - he said it, finally... It took him a month to finally want to even explain it to Larry, but it was out there now.
Aryin set both of his hands on his stomach, trying to calm the rolling tide of nausea, but also protecting the unborn child that was growing inside of him now - He didn't want to be pregnant, had never even let the thought occur to him when he and Larry were in his childhood bedroom at the villa. It was the heat of the moment, the alcohol, and the depression, all rolled into one and giving him the courage or maybe the stupidity to just let himself go - be free for a while, even if the consequences were high.
Aryin frowned "I was afraid... that... If I told you... That you would... look at me differently... Shun me like the rest of the family - THAT is their main reason for hating me, looking down upon me, ignoring me... I'm..." Aryin stood up, too quickly for his body's liking, and swayed before regaining control of his bodily movements "I'm an abomination, Larry. A freak, a-a-a... a... I'm a man who can get pregnant! Do you have any idea how hard it was for me? Growing up in that house, with everyone knowing that I - one day - could get knocked up with a kid?!"
Aryin shook his head and wrapped his arms around his chest "I have had two boyfriends, my entire life... And once they found out about what my body could do... They left me, Larry. High and dry - straight up just... gone... Ever guy I've ever been with, since them? I don't tell them the truth because I know what'll happen... I use protection... everytime..." his words were breaking up as tears started riding down his face "but, everything between us that night - it was so perfect... I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid that it would ruin the moment... If we hadn't had the alcohol... Things would have been different - i wouldn't have allowed the... everything that occurred." Aryin took yet another shaky breath, it sounded more like a sob though "I... I am so sorry... and... I'll understand if you want nothing to do with me... or our child..."
"I... I am a man, yes... It's uh..." Aryin rubbed his hand over his neck and sighed "I have a genetic malformation... That has enabled me to get pregnant..." there - he said it, finally... It took him a month to finally want to even explain it to Larry, but it was out there now.
Aryin set both of his hands on his stomach, trying to calm the rolling tide of nausea, but also protecting the unborn child that was growing inside of him now - He didn't want to be pregnant, had never even let the thought occur to him when he and Larry were in his childhood bedroom at the villa. It was the heat of the moment, the alcohol, and the depression, all rolled into one and giving him the courage or maybe the stupidity to just let himself go - be free for a while, even if the consequences were high.
Aryin frowned "I was afraid... that... If I told you... That you would... look at me differently... Shun me like the rest of the family - THAT is their main reason for hating me, looking down upon me, ignoring me... I'm..." Aryin stood up, too quickly for his body's liking, and swayed before regaining control of his bodily movements "I'm an abomination, Larry. A freak, a-a-a... a... I'm a man who can get pregnant! Do you have any idea how hard it was for me? Growing up in that house, with everyone knowing that I - one day - could get knocked up with a kid?!"
Aryin shook his head and wrapped his arms around his chest "I have had two boyfriends, my entire life... And once they found out about what my body could do... They left me, Larry. High and dry - straight up just... gone... Ever guy I've ever been with, since them? I don't tell them the truth because I know what'll happen... I use protection... everytime..." his words were breaking up as tears started riding down his face "but, everything between us that night - it was so perfect... I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid that it would ruin the moment... If we hadn't had the alcohol... Things would have been different - i wouldn't have allowed the... everything that occurred." Aryin took yet another shaky breath, it sounded more like a sob though "I... I am so sorry... and... I'll understand if you want nothing to do with me... or our child..."
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