09-09-2018, 02:44 AM
Kai had only been trying to help with the suggestion of food - but he knew that it wouldn't help... He too was not feeling very hungry. So he nodded and shut the door, moving to get into the driver's seat.
The ride back was silent, and just like the ride to the hospital, Kai kept a constant hand on Tobias' body, rubbing up and down his leg in soothing patterns. They got to the cabin and Kai quickly got out, and to the passenger side. He lifted Tobias out of the car and held him close, kissing his forehead "We'll just go sleep, then." he needed it too, to help him get through this pain in his chest.
Kai carried Tobias inside and straight to the bedroom, he didn't care that there were no sheets, he just laid the man down, got in behind him and pulled the comforter over both of their bodies -- They both needed this. To just be together with each other. Kai held Tobias close, rubbing his stomach softly and letting more tears than ever before fall from his eyes -- He was rubbing right where their child had once been growing, thriving for life.
The ride back was silent, and just like the ride to the hospital, Kai kept a constant hand on Tobias' body, rubbing up and down his leg in soothing patterns. They got to the cabin and Kai quickly got out, and to the passenger side. He lifted Tobias out of the car and held him close, kissing his forehead "We'll just go sleep, then." he needed it too, to help him get through this pain in his chest.
Kai carried Tobias inside and straight to the bedroom, he didn't care that there were no sheets, he just laid the man down, got in behind him and pulled the comforter over both of their bodies -- They both needed this. To just be together with each other. Kai held Tobias close, rubbing his stomach softly and letting more tears than ever before fall from his eyes -- He was rubbing right where their child had once been growing, thriving for life.
You can lead a horse to water, but cannot force a horse to drink.