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I look at the hologram, completely amazed. As per usual, thousands of questions run through my head. One takes over though "Babe, can you make the holohram look how I will look throughout the pregnancy? Can you show me how big I'll get?" I rub my belly, feeling the little movements and hearing it gurgle loudly. I smile, proud that my children are growing

I nod, and say, "of course, Devan." I kiss his forehead, then get off my knees to go back to the panel. Once I'm there, I zoom out of Devan's stomach, back to an overview of his body. I look at Devan over the panel to say, "Devan, my love, this is a rough estimation of how big you'll get, since I put millions of them inside you. This hologram will be...I guess, a rough time lapse of what you'll be within these 12 months." Devan nods in agreement. I look back at the panel to turn the holographic dial button and the hologram itself immediately gets bigger as I keep turning it up. Both of us are in awe of what we see; I'm terrified of how big he'll get. My eyes are stuck on the hologram. I can feel myself having, what humans would call, a panic attack. Never thought I would have a panic attack, but there's a first time for everything. I slowly sink down to my knees, eyes still on the hologram, dimly hearing Devan caling out to me. I think yelling at me to..."snap out of it". I wonder what his reaction was, I numbly thought.