02-19-2014, 04:28 AM
I could have had a much better day today. If it wasn't the way my manager treating me at work, it was the sizable scratch I found on my car today that sent me over the edge. I don't know why I did it, I just knew I had to in order to vent the thoughts from my head. I started jogging. I never do this.
My body has always been different. It let me go on for miles without really stopping, even though I never exercise. I have been told by many people I was different: my parents, my doctor, the first girl I dated; but that didn't stop me from being who I was. However, as of late, I wasn't much of anything. Even though my car was new, my job was crummy and I still lived with my parents. I was enjoying the time alone when I managed to job into a crowded park without realizing it. I hope I don't have to interact with any of these people...
I continued on, letting my thoughts blur and stopped only to adjust my clothing. I never felt comfortable in any of it. I always felt like something was missing on me, or in me, or whatever; I can't describe it. I should have paid more attention though. My thoughts were instantly snapped back to reality when my body hit a hard surface and I was propelled backward onto my ass.
"Oh my god, are you alright? I'm so sorry!" a voice exclaimed.
I couldn't focus and I had no idea what had knocked me down. I didn't even know if it was my fault or someone else's. I rubbed my elbow as I looked up at the person speaking to me. Once I saw clearly again, for the first time all day, my thoughts were happy again.
My body has always been different. It let me go on for miles without really stopping, even though I never exercise. I have been told by many people I was different: my parents, my doctor, the first girl I dated; but that didn't stop me from being who I was. However, as of late, I wasn't much of anything. Even though my car was new, my job was crummy and I still lived with my parents. I was enjoying the time alone when I managed to job into a crowded park without realizing it. I hope I don't have to interact with any of these people...
I continued on, letting my thoughts blur and stopped only to adjust my clothing. I never felt comfortable in any of it. I always felt like something was missing on me, or in me, or whatever; I can't describe it. I should have paid more attention though. My thoughts were instantly snapped back to reality when my body hit a hard surface and I was propelled backward onto my ass.
"Oh my god, are you alright? I'm so sorry!" a voice exclaimed.
I couldn't focus and I had no idea what had knocked me down. I didn't even know if it was my fault or someone else's. I rubbed my elbow as I looked up at the person speaking to me. Once I saw clearly again, for the first time all day, my thoughts were happy again.