05-28-2014, 10:41 PM
There's a slight relief as I feel my waters rush out of me, but my eyes went wide as I realized just how FULL I still was. The babies squirmed as if eager to be born, and the one on deck kicked the walls of my womb so hard that indentations were visible on my gravid tummy. I realized then just how huge our kids were. I gave a low moan, too exhausted even to scream, as I felt one baby's head start to move into position, and I took your hand as you propped me up with pillows and pressed it to my grotesquely stuffed belly, softly whimpering, "They're...too big...feel how big they are...I can't...I can't do this..."