C Experimental subject (w/ lovebite)

[bhdire8]

"I am the one who should be apologizing. In fact I am starting to believe you.... although it did make me so mad to see you embracing Eithan, maybe there really isnt anything going on between you two." Carl said quietly, for the first time admitting he might be wrong. He was sad, and somehow this cozy little scene of washing the very pregnant Saul reminded him too much of the dream that he had been living in, the dream of forming a loving family with Eithan. He suddenly become so overwhelmed with sorrow and self-hatred, for screwing everything up and for dragging an innocent people into all this mess. He had cleaned saul's hair and was now kneading on his shoulders, not entirely sure what he was doing this for.